The feeling of the day: damn!!

Todays language; english. - why? Because sometimes its not in my control and also im going to write some very intresting quotations that are writen in english. well lets start with "if she call u or sent to u sms dont answer her". Nasty isnt it? want some more? Of course you do! "Just i need from u give me this week i want to fix every thing because this is the big problem for me" liking what you got so far, well what you think about this: "and please don't call me for just next thirsday" drooling after the whole text? yeah i thought so. Before i want to add that i got this text around four in the morning two hours before i was going to go up and get ready for a jobinterview. "Hi. I hope u every thing it's will be good tomorrow. I need tell u some thing u know i have some problem right now.just I need from u give me this week i want to fix every thing because this is the big problem for me with my family this is hard to explain but if she call u or sent to u sms don't answer her. and please don't call me for just next thirsday I promiss u just this week for the 18/feb. I hope u will understand what i mean and i hope u will help me . And let me I call u." Thats the msg. The story behind it is, girl (me) meets boy (him) girl belives boy, boy have a wife girl get hurt, girl meet again boy, girl gets that msg.

And today i also found out that KS mother is really sick, and i feel so sad for him i think ill text him!(Skicka gratis SMS här!) i send him a faild try of a sweet and caring msg, i dont know how to comfort someone, last time something this seripuse happend i hide and lost my friend, we have found the way back to eachother now, after like seven years..


having a bit of a sentimental moment here, the oicture above is taken close to our summerhouse, in the winter, dosent it look nice? I miss those times, when everything was easy? and your biggest problem was how to get mom to agree to buy icecream. Aaah icecream aah summer! i want, i really miss the sun, but actually today was sunny and for some minutes you could almost smell spring in the air I love the first real sign of spring, when the air is warm, and the snow is having this wet shiny glow. And you can start taking out the chairs and sit behind granma and granpas house and sunbath! It feels like forever until then, but i think it will go very very fast. Hope - think, whats the difference?

(I got this thing today i feel like upload alot of pictures, so enjoy)

Maybe I'll wake up and everything was a dream? lets say I wake up and its summer 2006, I would be so happy then, i would be abel to think bit longer then i did then.

I was suposed to have gone to O today, but i didnt, partly cause his last msg wasnt that encouraging, "do as you like" isnt really what a girl wants to hear if she is going to travel one hour on a expensive train to spend a night with a guy... wanna see him?(The picture has been removed due to me getting embarrassed) Have i told you that i have a fetish for backs? He is not the Husband, you should see the husband he has some nice things too.. (I deserve this dont i? Im bad... lol) Ill take away this picture like tomorrow or something. But its nice to look at isnt it? The sad thing is that he probably things so too... He is a sweet boy, why dont i like him more?
Will go to sleep now
dream sweet dreams about a easier life...
its actually very easy,
just make a choice