A loaded God complex Cock it and pull it

Am I more than you bargained for yet?
I've been dying to tell you
Anything you wanna hear
'Cause that's just who I am this week

Today we are fall out boy inspired. Just found out that my former boy, have a wife, a real thriller aint it? Never done a married man before - how many points are they now? i forgot.
well i had more or less accept that he was gone, i couldnt accept not knowing, i need to know things. So i send a text and got the happy answer from his wife, cant say wife enough times. wife wife wife wife!
I guess spring came a little early this year, one married one engaged, third one thinking he loves me. Please tell me in not the only one getting dizzy by all of this?
Makes you consider it, dosent it. But the thing is, Im thinking how KS would take it. Im strangly afraid of losing him, i dont know why.
I reall miss November today, i guess that is because of all the less fun things that happend today, i hate mondays!


Runing out of emotions, and words. Thought i would end it same way i began it, with
fall out boys

This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters
But we never stood a chance
And I'm not sure if it matters
If you are the shores, I am the waves begging for big moons
I’m mailing letters to addresses in a ghost town
(your secret's out)

I know this hurts, it was meant to (it was meant to)
Your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one
And it's mind over you don't, don't matter